Busy and Nuts

When I just got here and have all the time in the world to do just anything... these were my sentiments...

Busy. Busy. Busy. I hope I can say that. I miss work. I miss being busy. I miss having no time for other things. I miss having no time for myself. I miss having no time for my family.

Nuts. Nuts. Nuts. Am I nuts? Maybe. Because I don't do nothing. Because my mind is not working. Because my creative side is now obsolete.

I need inspiration. I need new perspective. I need new mind.

Now that I find work... this is now my sentiments.

Contentment! Where can I find it?